She lived a life of poverty. She was able to eat and sleep under a shelter, but ended with having no possession at all. She lived as an outcast. To tell the truth, in Jakarta, she gained the trust or the friendship of no one. She was of a sophisticated culture, masters a couple of languages, and always curious to understand other cultures. She was force of nature, and people saw in their body and beauty the incarnation of a god. She was iron-willed, achieving any goal she set.